my cute cousin.. ~.tong tong.~

tong tong is my youngest cousin sister..
her birth have bring many joys to our family ..
as she is really cute cute cute but sometime very naught also..
ahaha...
and now she is jus 15 months only wor...
jus check it out abt her pic and giv some comment..
hehe

when she is jus a few months.. still lying on the bed
playing on her "salong" bed... ^^

my dad huging her.. she seems very enjoy.. hehe


finally, learn to crawl lo.. @.@

become bigger liao.. sitting in the pram.. jus awake.. *.*

when she is wif me.. like very charm ya.. force to take pic.. hehe

seems very happy...

become silly liao.. when she was learning to walk..

happy can go out makan..

but get scold cos too noisy.. then become "hambao" ahaha

cute?? hehe... got some emotions more cute lei..
but is video anyway i will try to upload it..
hehe^^

1st day of 2nd sem...

BETAHAN.....

Today really very betahan.. haiz...

I thought it wasnt late for me to enroll the so call LAN subject..

as long as it was the first day of enrollment...

So the situation is, enrollment starts at 9a.m.

however, i go there around 12 but the department told me..

enrollment for Malaysian Studies is FULL and CLOSED...

the 1st feeling from my heart is...

GOSH!!! i haved waited for one sem then i cum to enroll on 1st day and u told me

FULL and CLOSED....

SUPER BETAHAAAAAAN.....

SUPER BESHOOOOONG AR....

WHY me???

WHY???? Then i when and find the so call ah TAU...

the only sentence she told me is ...

if u is the final sem student then only i can help u...

or else just wait the nx sem lar....

WAT?? HELP University College??

Dunt call HELP lar.. call HELL lar...

Just unconvinent only...

that's fine.. luckily i still can enroll one sub..

which is the stupid moral...

HAIZ.. the LAN subject the name also very "nice" hear der..

so call "LAN" sub

just try to link to cantonese... haha ^^

it's not i'm dirty..

is the stupid Gov...

SUper BEtaHANNN .. why SPM has studied,, still need to repeat..???? >< Then, the second Betahan is....

my a/c teacher, is super.....

i also duno how to describe him...

act to be funny (i THINK).. and it not really funny...

action is very oldman and huntback...

haiz..

just pity for myself...

the management a/c will be a 自己顾自己 sub lo..

later, i went to Marketing class..

and the teacher is just like CH teacher...

need to ans question only have Marks...

GOSH....

just like olden days over h/w marks...

haiz.. nx time need to side infront lear...

sooo pity...

Finally, i have done somethg happy ..

went for a walk wif siang in the butik in bangsar..

bought a nice purse.. hehe..

but when i bac..

the sky started to RAIN..

and i have wet..

haiz.. really HARK arr today..

WHY me??

WHY jek??

then when i reached home..

have a nice bath then when i just wanted to rest..

GUESS what i need to do??

A MAT!!! a Driver!!

sent my two sister out..

one to tuition one to school..

just cum bac from HELP then wanna sent my sis to HELP again..

HELP?? HELL lar..

then also nvm..

the things that make my angry is.. the stupid PIG brand..

drive harrier?? she things is BIG carr?? then can　枉横霸道??

the road is corner she also take over me sum more no signal + i'm picking up ..

GOSH.... REN REN REN...hon small small sound.. i think she dint hear..

Then, later.....

two lane becum one lane

nvm i 忍．．　i REN REN REN...

later the again.. teo lane becum one lane..

sakarang sultan also no face giv.. i HON HON HON..

Super Beshong liao..

then she like duno wat happen wor..

nvm!! i take over her car...

then??

Guess wat she do??

try to take a pic from her phone..

i dun think her phone de camara gud lor..

Bei gai PIG Brand!!

分手的滋味

今天真的分手了

苦苦哀求没用了

分手一点也不好受

原来很后悔

后悔冲动

后悔怎么弄成这样

后悔当初不体谅。

可惜

一切都成定局

不能再改变了

后悔也没有用

只有往前看了

因为...

他决定了分手了

没想到第一个题材在这个blog

竟然设分手了

真好笑

我真的“孝”了

...哈哈...

怎么会分？

自己也糊里糊涂的

他怕再弄我在家伤心了

他怕我在家压力受不了了

想告诉他当时我是有点崩溃

但都熬过了

可惜他说那是永远都无法解决的问题

要分手。。。

他说

分手了不一定不能在再一起

他还是觉得我是他老婆

他还是很想抱我

他说还是能一起出去逛街吃饭看戏

他说他一点也没有伤心

他希望我分了会开心点

我很矛盾

我很怕

我很慌

我很呆

我不知要怎样了

或许得

慢慢学习成长

慢慢学会照顾自己

慢慢学会不要依赖

慢慢改掉坏脾气

最重要一定要瘦身

........一定要成长不能再哭了.........

我要听他话

要活得开心

我还很爱他

他也是

但我们都得学会放手

希望一切还很美好

我真的还很想他

很想很想．．

想念他的一切..

温柔的怀抱

宽膛的胸膛

还有很多很多

我真的熬得过吗？？

我这样做对吗？？
伤人伤己对吗？？

我真的好优柔寡断．．